hint
i wonder if she knew all she had to do was come and see me, that would show me a lot
great song
Daddy’s belt, momma’s drapes
Standin’ tall on the backyard shed
Lookin’ cool in my Superman cape
I told the neighborhood girls
Said, Hey y’all watch this
My fate was a broken arm
My reward was one big kiss
When Daddy asked me why I did it
I made him laugh out loud when I told him
‘Cause the chicks dig it.
Scars heal, glory fades
And all we’re left with are the memories made, oh yea.
Pain hurts, but only for a minute
Yeah, life is short so go on and live it
‘Cause the chicks dig it.
Black top road, learner permit
Thought I was Earnhardt
Drivin’ fast but I didn’t see the ditch
Took out a mailbox, then a fence and then a barn
The police came and called my father
But I met the farmer’s daughter
And when the judge asked me why I did it
He threw the book at me when I told him
‘Cause the chicks dig it.
Scars heal, glory fades
And all we’re left with are the memories made, oh yea
Pain hurts, but only for a minute
Yeah life is short so go on and live it
‘Cause the chicks dig it. Oh yeah, Oh ho.
Just throw caution to the wind my friend
Then sit back and watch you life begin, cause.
Scars heal, glory fades
And all we’re left with are the memories made
Pain hurts, but only for a minute
Your life is short so go on and live it
‘Cause the chicks dig it.
Scars heal, glory fades
And all we’re left with are the memories made
Pain hurts, but only for a minute
Yeah, life is short so go on and live it
It don’t matter if you lose or if you win it
Hey, the chicks dig it.
idk
im not even drunk and i feel lonley and needy. what am i suppose to do. iv read many self help books for getting women and your ex to want you but i cant take advice, i just cant. do i feel this way because i feel i need someone in my life. i feel i need just one person and i dont take myself into account. why is it that she cant be romantic with me, is it really just not her? or am i just not good enough for her to be romantic. i just want to feel wanted and she shows anything but wanting me. i just want to be openly loved, wanted, and needed. i want to think that would fix what i do to her but maybe it wont. im just really sad i guess
surprising
my physical numbers went up today, i can do twice as many push ups, set ups, and pull ups compared to what i could do before minus from when i was in boot for the af of course. my ex gf from hs who i never did anything with except for kiss on the cheek messaged me on fb chat today and said some interesting today. usually shes one of my best girls that are friends which also reinforced the weird part. she told me she still loved me which i couldnt really reply to because i never really loved her then she proceeded to tell me what exactly her bf shes been going out with is to her which i wont get into. she told me she always thought we would get married which would fit into romantic version i always wanted to fit my life into. a ex gf you never would consider lie to you about anything, even the little things. beautiful of course, and an affection person. the problem is that i dont see myself really marrying her, i cant even picture having sex with her, weird since im a guy huh? i mean hell shes makin a lot of money out in cali, wants me for who i am, will give me what i want without even trying, and shes a fricken model plus shes been on mtv twice. i could really see myself loving her if i was with her but what am i suppose to do about the only girl i love? all i have to do is get stationed in cali and im more than positive we would someday get married. im having regrets about the one i love right now because if she only tried just a little she could have me. that just reinforces the thought that she doesnt want me. just someone she can call when she wants to be pampered, sex, or when shes really lonely. i dont know what to do. life will unfold, that is a fact
